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Tulisan Lama Bersemi Kembali (1)

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Jadi sebenarnya saya adalah tipikal orang yang suka nulis tapi tidak konsisten dalam mengelola tulisan-tulisan tersebut. Alhasil, tulisan saya dari jaman baheula tersebar di berbagai blog non aktif.

Sekarang, karena mau sok-sok an jadi  professional blogger dan dalam rangka meramaikan isi blog teranyar saya, maka saya posting ulang berbagai kisah dan curcol alay saya tanpa editan sedikit pun. Oleh karena itu, saya mohon dimaafkan apabila terdapat kenorakan dalam tulisan-tulisan di bawah ini :

Jumat 30 Mei 2014

Do you remember Grace?

It’s been a long long journey….
since my journals, diaries, and papers are runs out.Writing…
is just my passion.
I love it.
what kind of writing that I am into?
Opinion, story, poem, fiction, article.Actually, this isn’t my type to write for public interest.
I didn’t expect this blog will be read by many people. More than that, I just want to keep all those memories into these writings.I just fear to lost the dates for i have something like-what doctor called ‘short term memory’. But, still, those MOMENTS keep stayin’ in my mind.Here i am.Grace Marselina Datu Tasik is my full name.
Actually it’s Grace Marcelina Datu Tasik, with a ‘C’ letter not ‘S’ on ‘Marcelina’.
The author’s birth certificate may not know exactly or not really focus about the different between C and S.
Like Indonesian young adults sentence nowadays, “Mungkin dia lelah…” (“Maybe she/he was tired..”)
I have tried to adjust myself with it.
Somehow, i found that, I was too idealist and selfish for something simple like in this case. My parents really do not matter with this kind of typo. But, sometimes, I felt like, this is not cool, when C was replaced with S.
(Come on.. Grace.. just grown up!! The way people spell it, is just the SAME..)
Like William Shakespeare ever said in his famous writing, titled “What’s in a name?”
What’s in a name? That which we call a rose by any other name would smell as sweet.Yes. Shakespeare was right. Grace will be as sweet as the sound, even, with C or S.
So, this is my name…I am Grace Marselina Datu Tasik.
I am no longer disputed it.
I am happy with that name.– Grace was given by my lovely handsome Grandpa, for he knew that i am the grace of GOD for my parents and entire family.
– Marselina means i was born in March.
– Datu Tasik is my clan name.

Some of you may know me or accidentally just found me in this blog.
Do you remember her?
The sweet and nice girl you’ve met or you’ll be meet 😀

Sayonara.

HAHAHA. Mari kita menerima fakta bahwa semua orang pernah alay. Maafkan diriku yang dulu.

Sedangkan tulisan di bawah ‘tampak’ arif dan bijaksana

I See That Sun Again

Someday on February 2014
After the surgery “Appendectomy” August 22nd 2013
I See That Sun Again
I see it peeking over the parking area
from the hospital window
from the 302 room
All aflame are the heads of rye
I see the moon as an illusion
Disappear in the bluing sky
I feel my spirit fly, no pain..
The morphine still works, apparently..
I see “Sylvester Stallone” look alike face, again..
Yes, I see him.
My Dad’s face again
Glad to see that face again..I’m alive..
Thankyou LORD, my HEAVENLY FATHER 

Puisi ini tercipta ketika appendicitis akut itu datang. August 21th 2013.
Serangan nyeri hebat mendadak di bagian peritoneum tepatnya di  kanan bawah abdomen.

Namun, nyeri hebat tersebut membuat ku tangguh. Sakit hebatnya, jarum suntik sebesar apapun sepertinya tidak dapat mengalahkan rasa nyeri apendicitis akut itu.
Anestesi spinal pada bagian sub-arachnoid menjadi tidak begitu sakit seperti yang diceritakan orang kebanyakan.
Apalagi kalau hanya suntik untuk penggunaan cairan infus maupun suntik vaksin. Suntik macam itu jadi seakan literally digigit semut. (Padahal waktu zaman SD tiap ada jadwal vaksin dari Dinas Kesehatan, malemnya uda doa doa supaya hari esok bisa di skip)

Bagaimanapun juga, all those scapels, their green shirts dan sinar lampunya sangat menakutkan. Saya ada di sebuah meja dan dikelilingi oleh 1 surgeon, 1 anesthesiologist, 3 nurses.
Kebetulan sekali dokter anestesinya adalah alumni FK UGM pula.  dr. Aji.
So, when the procedure started, he was trying to distract my fears. He asked about his bf in med school, dr.Zainal. I know him, for he is my teacher in Physiology Department.

Jadi, siapa disini yang sudah pernah menjalani operasi usus buntu atau operasi apapun itu yang mungkin jauh lebih menakutkan ? Mungkin Anda yang pernah mengalaminya setuju dengan saya bahwa operasi membuat kita sedikit lebih tangguh dalam mengahadapi rasa sakit.

Through it all, one thing in my faith, after this surgery, When GOD’s in HIS favor that i will stay alive and be the light, then i will stay and alive.
I believe that i will see the sun rises again. Therefore, i wrote a poem about it.

I know I’m so blessed for i can see that sun again.
As Ernest Hemingway best shot novel ever said, “THE SUN ALSO RISES”

Dulu sempet ketagihan bikin puisi bahasa inggris. Semakin luar angkasa diksi yang saya pilih, disitu saya merasa keren (T__T) Benar – benar Alay in Disguise.

Menariknya, selang 2 tahun dari operasi usus buntu tersebut, saya kembali menjalani operasi lainnya yang tampak lebih menegangkan namun udah ga keburu untuk gaya-gaya an bikin puisi karena sudah mulai menjalani kehidupan sebagai orang dewasa yang bekerja. Cuti sakit pun terasa begitu singkat. Hunggg. (GD)

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